The Pick Up Arts

OK so my first step in this whole self improvement project is fixing my love life. I've only been in one relationship and it was one that I should have never gotten into. She only settled to be with me out of desperation and I clung on to her out of desperation. Since then I've only been with one other girl who was definitely attracted to me but I screwed it up(for now) because I always said the wrong thing. So now I'm in a pretty lonely situation. I've even considered becoming asexual just so I don't have to go through the hassle of finding a "mate". So I figure the best way to get girls is pick up lines. I'm googleing pick up lines and I come across this the pick up forum. They talk about this community that helps guys pick up chicks. So I joined and already I have this pretty hefty reading list. So I plan (haha) to read the material and individually post a review on program. Here are the programs that were recommended to me:

Gunwitch Method: Get laid not liked
Real Social Dynamics: Blueprint Decoded
Mystery Method: Love Systems Routines Manual
Mystery Method: Magic Bullets
Mystery Method: How to get beautiful Women into bed

So the goals for this projects are as follows:
Read one set of material for a week and apply it for the weekend
Try out these methods in different cities: H-Burg, Lafayette, Biloxi, Baton Rouge, Thibadoeaux, Ruston, New Orleans

Beware the Ides of March

So here's my thing. My whole life I was told how smart I was, how much potential I have. I am now 20 years old and have not even come close to meeting the simplest of expectations. You will never find a more dedicated person to coming up with goals and ideas for self improvement. But as far as achieving them- I have not accomplished or met any of my personal goals ever. All of this has resulted in a pretty sad, lonely, demeaning life. I should be rolling over and dying. But I'm willing to go at this again. This blog is dedicated to documenting my personal change so that I can look back and reflect on it and so that if someone needs inspiration to change, they can look back at my journey on the path to re-invention and self improvement. My goal is to be, "the man" in all aspects of life (health, wealth, relationships). As I said before I'm not good at following through with what I say I'm gonna do but this time I have this blog to keep me accountable (haha..) It's mid-March and now's a good time to start.